[Because Jesse, for one, hates excuses. And he doesn't want to sound like he's giving any.]
I know there's other ways to do what I wanted to do. Every choice I ever made, I coulda done something different. A better person woulda done different. But me? I'm not smart. I don't have any skills. Before I got here, there wasn't a single thing I could do to actually help people. My whole life, the only thing I was good at was hurting 'em. I was only ever good at being a criminal. There was nothing else for me.
But I tried, you know? Tried to get out, tried to do other things. This life's got a way of dragging you back. The kinda people I worked for, you couldn't just walk away from 'em.
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[Because Jesse, for one, hates excuses. And he doesn't want to sound like he's giving any.]
I know there's other ways to do what I wanted to do. Every choice I ever made, I coulda done something different. A better person woulda done different. But me? I'm not smart. I don't have any skills. Before I got here, there wasn't a single thing I could do to actually help people. My whole life, the only thing I was good at was hurting 'em. I was only ever good at being a criminal. There was nothing else for me.
But I tried, you know? Tried to get out, tried to do other things. This life's got a way of dragging you back. The kinda people I worked for, you couldn't just walk away from 'em.