Me and him... It happened when you were gone, when you and me were over. Then he disappeared and you started falling for me again and that's - that's perfect for me, okay? Because I love you and I wanna be with you for the rest of my life. That's all I ever wanted. I wanted that even when you hated me and never wanted to see me again. I was ready to let you kill me because I didn't see any goddamn point in going on without you.
But Joel - He disappears for a half hour and comes back here and suddenly it's months later. He's got nobody but me and all he can see is me falling for the girl who almost put a bullet in my head a year ago. And he thinks I'm being a total idiot but, yeah, he cares about me. And he wants to be with me. And I don't know what to tell him, because we were fine and he blinked and now we're not fine. All because of some fucking Porter.
What am I supposed to do? When you love people and they just disappear and reappear like that, what do you do with that?
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Me and him... It happened when you were gone, when you and me were over. Then he disappeared and you started falling for me again and that's - that's perfect for me, okay? Because I love you and I wanna be with you for the rest of my life. That's all I ever wanted. I wanted that even when you hated me and never wanted to see me again. I was ready to let you kill me because I didn't see any goddamn point in going on without you.
But Joel - He disappears for a half hour and comes back here and suddenly it's months later. He's got nobody but me and all he can see is me falling for the girl who almost put a bullet in my head a year ago. And he thinks I'm being a total idiot but, yeah, he cares about me. And he wants to be with me. And I don't know what to tell him, because we were fine and he blinked and now we're not fine. All because of some fucking Porter.
What am I supposed to do? When you love people and they just disappear and reappear like that, what do you do with that?