[He knows that. He's not really apologizing to Sonya, anyway. He knows he'd be doing her a favor. But she's right. What a terrible thing it would have been. He couldn't even make himself do it before Saul came in. Saul had to be there to take care of things before Lisbeth walked in to find him. He couldn't have it be like it was with Jane. Even in the moment, he'd known that.]
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I won't try it again. I swear to God, I won't.