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Jesse Pinkman ([personal profile] hostage) wrote2012-03-01 04:17 pm
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EXSILIUM - contact.



UNIT№409



Hey, it's me. Wait for the thing.








controlledvariable: (PB >> delicate in every way but one)

[personal profile] controlledvariable 2013-11-21 03:15 pm (UTC)(link)
You know what, fine.

[She spreads her arms out, almost like a offering.]

You think we're all gonna turn against you? You wanna hurt people? You can start with me. 'Cause I can't watch you do this, Jesse. I don't know where you go, when you turn from the person who held me and told me I was a good person into someone talking like you are now. And I don't wanna break my promise to you. So--

[Her voice cracks a little, and she has to swallow roughly.]

So if you're so set on being the bad guy, you better start with me.
controlledvariable: (PB >> just to hear them break)

[personal profile] controlledvariable 2013-11-21 03:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[And she waits, holding her breath for those ten seconds as she tries to work out what he's going to do next.

She manages to hide how relieved she is when all he does is speak; Saul would've killed them both if Jesse really hurt her.]


That's what I'm asking you!
Edited (punctuation is hard) 2013-11-21 15:35 (UTC)
controlledvariable: (PB >> that's why we're making headlines)

[personal profile] controlledvariable 2013-11-21 03:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's hard to hold onto her anger in the face of that, and she shrinks in on herself a little, watching him like she's not sure if she should reach out and try to help or if that's... not allowed, anymore.

After she did that.]


I'm sorry.

[She sounds like she means it.]
controlledvariable: (PB >> but I know)

[personal profile] controlledvariable 2013-11-21 03:59 pm (UTC)(link)
It's kind of my job.

[Stepping in front of a bullet, proverbial or otherwise.

Carefully, she moves closer again, reaching out to touch his arm, but she'll draw away if he reacts badly.]
controlledvariable: (PB >> lick my lips)

[personal profile] controlledvariable 2013-11-21 04:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Then don't.

[Her hand moves to his jaw, thumb brushing gently across his cheek.]

If you can't trust Saul or Mike, trust me. I promise I won't let anyone hurt you.

[And god, she hopes she can keep that promise.]
controlledvariable: (PB >> I'm going out to make a change)

[personal profile] controlledvariable 2013-11-21 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
I can't, you know it'll just make things worse for you. But I'll stay with you, okay? I'll stay as long as you need, I'm not leaving you.

[She won't leave him locked up alone, not after he saved her from the same fate.]
controlledvariable: (PB >> you'd never know)

[personal profile] controlledvariable 2013-11-21 04:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[She moves to hold his face in her hands, making him look at her.]

Take a deep breath, okay. No one's killing anyone, that's not how we do things, I know you're not Ros' biggest fan right now, but there's no way she'd condone anything like that. You're gonna be fine, you just gotta wait it out.
controlledvariable: (PB >> lick my lips)

[personal profile] controlledvariable 2013-11-21 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Trust me, Jesse, please.

[She knows why it's hard, when so many people have let him down before, but she needs him to try.]

You told me I was a good person, right? If you really meant that, you know that I'd never let them do that to someone, whether I cared about them or not. I'm still Batgirl, and that wouldn't be justice.
controlledvariable: (civvies -- I think I messed up)

[personal profile] controlledvariable 2013-11-23 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
[She sighs.]

Tempest shouldn't have access to her powers while she's locked up - there's no point to it if she did - but I don't think you went about it the best way. It looks too much like an attack.

[That's why he's here.

If he'd just discussed things with Roslyn instead of going in and taking Tempest's powers without waring...]
Edited 2013-11-23 01:23 (UTC)
controlledvariable: (PB >> I'm faking glory)

[personal profile] controlledvariable 2013-11-23 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
[Another sigh, and she drops her hands to his arms, still touching him, but it's a little less intimate.

She isn't sure exactly how she feels about all this, but she can at least understand what the different perspectives are.]


You weren't born with your gun, Jesse. It's a weapon, and they shouldn't have access to it if they're being detained, but the way everyone else sees it is like you took a sense from her, or something. Like you made her blind. It'd be different if it was just nullifying the power, like what the UE did, but you know the fact you can just take powers is scary to people. If they were born with it, or even if they've had it for a long time, someone's powers make up a part of who they are.

[She doesn't want to compare it to what Max did to her, but...

It's a little like what Max did to her.]
controlledvariable: (PB >> you gotta turn around)

[personal profile] controlledvariable 2013-11-23 01:49 am (UTC)(link)
Hey, Jesse, hey.

[She takes his hand, giving it a gentle squeeze, trying to get him to focus on her. They're both physical people, it's why she relies on touch so much with him, to ground him or get his attention or try to calm him down.]

I get why you did it, and at the end of the day she shouldn't have her powers while she's locked up, but I just want you to understand why they're upset, you know? Why they did this to you.
controlledvariable: (PB >> there is calculation)

[personal profile] controlledvariable 2013-11-23 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
I know, and you didn't do bad either, you just didn't go about it the best way.

[She still thinks he's just talking about Tempest.]

It was different with Max, yeah, 'cause she tried to use it against you, but you probably should've talked to Ros, first, about taking Tempest's powers while she's being detained.
controlledvariable: (civvies -- what was that?)

[personal profile] controlledvariable 2013-11-23 02:10 am (UTC)(link)
[Something is very wrong.]

Jesse, what is it?

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