Where I come from, you could never pull any of this shit. Holding somebody for weeks without pressing charges, telling 'em they must be guilty 'cause they're asking for a lawyer... When they first arrested me, Sonya said they'd torture and starve me. Sure as shit wouldn't hear anybody with the police saying that back in my world. There ain't even laws here, so how could I have broke any?
And solitary... Solitary's a big deal. You don't just throw anybody in solitary.
[He sucks in a breath.]
I think all this... It ain't about what I did. It's about what I can do. I dunno what the answer to that's gonna be. All I know's they don't give a shit about me being "healthy". They wanna control me.
[There's a small sigh and a sniff as Ellie listens. She hates that there's nothing she can do. Jesse's outnumbered and not even Steph seems to be in his corner.]
Fuck that chick.
You're not any more dangerous than anyone else out there. You didn't start a goddamn mutiny. You didn't even kill anyone. No one was fucking complaining when we went to the UE.
I'm sorry. [She wonders how quick Steph would drop her if she ended up having to kill people here, or do something else terrible. She loved her, but she said she loved Jesse, too.]
If I knew what to do, or if I could, I would. You know, do something. [She can't really do anything right now aside from be angry on his behalf.]
Christ. What if I really was crazy? Something like that... Like, what if I blamed Tempest for it? I mean, I know she didn't put Sonya up to it, but it sure as hell coulda looked like it. I hope that bitch don't pull that shit with all her clients. It's asking for trouble.
I'd like to see her face if some nutjob went after you because of this. She'd be the one locked in a fucking room. [If Ellie had any say in it, which she wouldn't.]
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[He's trying not to sound sad, but... He sounds sad.]
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And solitary... Solitary's a big deal. You don't just throw anybody in solitary.
[He sucks in a breath.]
I think all this... It ain't about what I did. It's about what I can do. I dunno what the answer to that's gonna be. All I know's they don't give a shit about me being "healthy". They wanna control me.
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Fuck that chick.
You're not any more dangerous than anyone else out there. You didn't start a goddamn mutiny. You didn't even kill anyone. No one was fucking complaining when we went to the UE.
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Is Saul doing anything?
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Saul's covering his ass is what he's doing. Knows a lost cause when he sees one.
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If I knew what to do, or if I could, I would. You know, do something. [She can't really do anything right now aside from be angry on his behalf.]
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Hey. You're like one of the only people who's still talking to me. You're already doing something.
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[And by hate she means it terrifies her. She hopes they're not alike in that regard.]
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[If anything's going to make him actually lose his mind, it's this. But he doesn't want to scare her.]
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'cept for the part where it's her fault I'm here in the first place.
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