I done more for this place than any one of 'em and now they're trying to nail me for the one thing I didn't fuck up. They got no right to hold me, and if they step to try, I'll do what it takes.
Understand now? I earned my life here. Nobody's taking it from me.
[It's sharp and focused, not harsh, just... he needs to listen to her.]
Most of the people here don't even know what's going on, so stop talking about everyone like they're all out to get you, okay. No one's taking your life from you, but you need to just - take a step back. Everything's gonna be fine if you just trust us. Please.
[She spreads her arms out, almost like a offering.]
You think we're all gonna turn against you? You wanna hurt people? You can start with me. 'Cause I can't watch you do this, Jesse. I don't know where you go, when you turn from the person who held me and told me I was a good person into someone talking like you are now. And I don't wanna break my promise to you. So--
[Her voice cracks a little, and she has to swallow roughly.]
So if you're so set on being the bad guy, you better start with me.
[It's hard to hold onto her anger in the face of that, and she shrinks in on herself a little, watching him like she's not sure if she should reach out and try to help or if that's... not allowed, anymore.
[He rubs at his cheeks, at his forehead, at his eyes, before turning his face away. But he does a pretty shit job of hiding the fact that he's crying.]
Don't... Don't fucking do that. Just - Don't. Ever.
[She moves to hold his face in her hands, making him look at her.]
Take a deep breath, okay. No one's killing anyone, that's not how we do things, I know you're not Ros' biggest fan right now, but there's no way she'd condone anything like that. You're gonna be fine, you just gotta wait it out.
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Then get me outta here.
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It'd just make things worse for you.
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See what I mean?
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I'm still just trying to help. What would you do if I got you out? Spend the next month playing hide and seek with the cops?
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[He needs to elaborate.]
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Understand now? I earned my life here. Nobody's taking it from me.
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Jesus Christ.]
You have to stop this.
[It's sharp and focused, not harsh, just... he needs to listen to her.]
Most of the people here don't even know what's going on, so stop talking about everyone like they're all out to get you, okay. No one's taking your life from you, but you need to just - take a step back. Everything's gonna be fine if you just trust us. Please.
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[She spreads her arms out, almost like a offering.]
You think we're all gonna turn against you? You wanna hurt people? You can start with me. 'Cause I can't watch you do this, Jesse. I don't know where you go, when you turn from the person who held me and told me I was a good person into someone talking like you are now. And I don't wanna break my promise to you. So--
[Her voice cracks a little, and she has to swallow roughly.]
So if you're so set on being the bad guy, you better start with me.
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There's seriously only one response to this:]
What the hell's wrong with you?
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She manages to hide how relieved she is when all he does is speak; Saul would've killed them both if Jesse really hurt her.]
That's what I'm asking you!
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[He buries his face in his hands and just... Yeah, he's going to stay like this for a while.]
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After she did that.]
I'm sorry.
[She sounds like she means it.]
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Don't... Don't fucking do that. Just - Don't. Ever.
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[Stepping in front of a bullet, proverbial or otherwise.
Carefully, she moves closer again, reaching out to touch his arm, but she'll draw away if he reacts badly.]
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I don't wanna hurt you.
I don't wanna hurt anybody. I just don't wanna die.
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[Her hand moves to his jaw, thumb brushing gently across his cheek.]
If you can't trust Saul or Mike, trust me. I promise I won't let anyone hurt you.
[And god, she hopes she can keep that promise.]
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[She won't leave him locked up alone, not after he saved her from the same fate.]
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Take a deep breath, okay. No one's killing anyone, that's not how we do things, I know you're not Ros' biggest fan right now, but there's no way she'd condone anything like that. You're gonna be fine, you just gotta wait it out.
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