[She decides to give him a little time to cool off after the whole... thing where she knocked him out and sent him to the moon against his will, but she worries, so eventually she takes a moment to sit down and type something out.]
i know you're probably still mad at me, but i just wanted to check that you're okay. lisbeth too, if she's up there.
i'm sorry.
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I Had Planned To Bake You A Cake But Thats A Little Difficult Under The Circumstances On The Bright Side This One Can Support Twenty-Seven Candles
[when he said they couldn't be seen together now that walt was here, lisbeth decided not to outwardly react. for once, instead of reacting in her usual hot-headed way, she calmly understood his reasons.
the only thing she had trouble swallowing was how long this would go on. a clear end time would make it easier.]
I understand the need to be discreet, but for how long?
ok i just have to get this off my chest before things get weird that whole thing or whatever? was pretty insulting. i use guns. joel uses guns. me seeing you with a gun doesn't change anything aside from me knowing you can take care of yourself if that's what you were worried about. ok? it's not a big deal to me and it shouldn't be to you. be happy i can take care of myself too when we first met you were upfront about how shitty exsilium could be, and you were upfront about the drug dealer crap. seriously don't start treating me like a little kid now. steph told me youre ok, and im glad. you and saul better take good care of her or else and you owe me pancakes for making me type so much
[it doesn't come the night of, or even the following day. She'd had something else typed out, in the midst of being upset and angry and so many other emotions throughout the rest of the day. It's why the text doesn't come until well into the night after instead, simple and to the point. She doesn't expect a response]
I know what it is like to be betrayed, and please know that it was not my intentions to make you feel that way. Were you anyone else I would not have bothered to send this at all.
But you are my friend, regardless, and you deserve as much. So I am sorry, that I have upset you and angered you.
[After Saul tells her what happens, her first instinct is to go get Jesse out, because even if she thinks what he did wasn't quite the right approach, it's not like he actually hurt anyone. But they're stuck on the moon, and if they want everyone else to respect Ros' authority - and therefore make sure the mutineers are appropriately punished - she has to respect it herself.
Which sucks, but it's the way things are right now. She figures she might go see him, later, but for now a call seems like the best idea.
(All she really wants to do is stay curled up against Saul, but the world keeps getting in the way of that).]
Jesse, it's me; I heard what happened. Are you okay?
[The voice on the other end is getting hoarse after hours of yelling, and he sounds altogether worn out. Then again, maybe he's only quiet because it's Steph he's talking to right now.]
[Saul's voice is quiet, gentle. He feels like shit about so many things. And he's so tired.
Womp womp.]
You're gonna have a visitor tomorrow morning: Dr. Julia Hoffman. I'm bringing her over to do a psychiatric evaluation. Before your feathers get all ruffled, I think — I think I should point out that this could be good for you. Legally speaking, but also... personally speaking.
Why are you still there and not here? Why am I not given word on your status and condition by any who were once called friend? I worry so and Bobby becomes harder to control still. My hands grow cold without the warmth of my rosary and prayers proper, yet I cannot accept it for this madness has not truly ended, and so all that can warm me in it's stead is thinking on the strengthening of your own prayer.
Return word soon, lest I be forced to visit the dungeon again and Request matters to be handled more promptly and favorably.
With the highest esteem and dearest thoughts, Anne Boleyn
[She told Saul she wouldn't talk to Jesse over the network, even, but after talking to Lisbeth she realizes that she - can't. She can't keep something like that from Lisbeth, but she doesn't want to just drop it on her without speaking with Jesse. Especially right now, when things are such a mess.]
[Steph would be pretty unhappy with Ellie texting Jesse, especially about this, but between the newbies and Joel and alternating between sad and angry, this is what comes to mind.]
( Once upon a time this would have been a long description of what she's going to be doing.
Then she realized she had to send this to a whole bunch of people, so she got lazy, and: )
Hey, I'm going to take up a missionary position in France! See you again in about a month. Hopefully the snow's not all gone by then! Keep safe and out of trouble until I'm back, okay? We missed you at cookies. Having you locked up over something like that, and stuff... anyway, be okay!
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